ponedeljek, 4. november 2013

52. DEL

...z roko sem si pokrila usta in samo čakala kdaj se mi bodo iz oči izlile solze. 

*V RESTAVRACIJI PRI JUSTINU*
I was sitting at the table and waiting for Jenny. Then I saw Betsy comming to me. 
"Are you alone?" she asked me 
"I'm waiting for someone"
"For Jenny right? Look Justin, leave her, she is not worth you. And if she didn't told you already...she have a boyfriend" I was speachless and when I wanted to tell something she came and stand infront of me and kissed me. I pushed her away 
"What are you doing!?" i said
"But you liked my kisses when we were together. What happened that you don't like them anymore?"
"We aren't in past anymore Betsy...I moved on and get over you. Just leave me"
"You are a psiho. You leave me!" she said and went away

*PRI MENI*
Takoj sem poklicala na to številko in oglasil se je nek moški glas.
"What's that?!" sem govorila z majavim glasom
"You can see on the picture"
"But that can't be Justin!" 
"Oh honey but he is. And if I see right he's on the picture kissing some girl. I think she's Betsy. Your stepsister." ob vseh teh besedah me je globoko v srcu zelo bolelo in hotela sem zadržati solze v sebi, ampak jih nisem mogla. 
"Don't cry now" je rekel, kot da mu je to všeč "He don't desirve the girl like you. Leave him....oh look at that, they are still kissing" takoj sem prekinila in vrgla telefon v tla. Ko sem se malo nehala jokat sem poklicala Seleno, ker sem potrebovala nekoga da se mu izpovem. 
"Hey sweetie" se je javila prijazno
"Can you please come quickly to Calabasas?" sem rekla v solzah. 
"wow what happened?" je vprašala prestrašeno
"I just don't know what to do"
"tell me what's wrong"
"I have a date tonight with Justin and Jeff send me a picture of Justin kissing with Betsy. I don't know if I go or no"
"What the hell? Don't go, he's not worth it, you're an amazing person and he won't play with your feelings"
"Then I won't go. I can't believe I trusted him" 
"I'm sorry. Find another man who will give you what you desirve"
"When you'll come here?"
"Tomorrow"
"Ok see you bye"
"Bye" takoj zatem sem poklicala še Shane in Rose v New York in jima prav tako vse povedala. Ulegla sem se na posteljo in razmišljala. Čas je hitro mineval in takoj je bila ura že 18:05. Vedela sem da delam prav, ampak takoj ob 18:13 me je poklical Justin. Pogledala sem na ekran, ampak sem vse skupaj ignorirala. Spet po 3 minutah me je poklical Kenny in takrat sem se oglasila.
"Are you ready?" me je vprašal
"No"
"Should I wait for some minutes and call Justin that we will come later?"
"Don't call him, because I won't go"
"I won't ask why you don't want to go, but anyway... Justin called me where are we and he said that he called you and you didn't answered. And now he's in worries that something happened"
"Just tell him that I'm sick, that's all"
"Ok" 

Spravila sem se pod tuš, lase sem si spela v figo in nase dala pižamo. V kuhinjo sem si odšla iskat nekaj za pod zob, tam pa so bili tudi Scooter, Ryan, Fredo in Pattie. 
"Aren't you on a date with Justin?" je zaskrbljeno vprašala Pattie. 
"It's a long story" sem rekla in se rahlo nasmehnila. Kar naenkrat se je pri vhodnih vratih slišalo da je nekdo prišel. 
"Mom?" bil je Justin. Odšla sem v kuhinjo, da se ne bi srečala z njim. Iz hladilnika sem vzela jagode in si jih začela rezat. 
"Are you ok?" sem zaslišala med vrati. Bil je glas od Justina in zato se nisem obrnila...






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