"I can't believe it, you two are really here" sem rekla in se ji ju z roko dotaknila za lica, da bi videla ali samo sanjam ali je res.
"I missed you guys so much and I can't live without you... you two are part of my
life and I need you" še enkrat sem ji ju objela, nato pa smo odšle do Justina, kjer sem tudi njega objela in mu stisnila poljub na lica. Ko smo se že pogovarjali o vseh rečeh je na odru zacvilil mikrofon in vsi smo se obrnili proti odru, kjer je mikrofon v rokah držala moja bivša pol sestra Betsy.
"Excuse me everyone" je rekla, da bi pritegnila našo pozornost. Živčno sem jo pogledala, saj je nisem hotela na svoji zabavi.
"I just wanna say something" zvenela je zelo pijano, nato pa je nadaljevala
"Happy birthday my sweet little step sister...stay the same bitch like you were before, but don't steal men anymore like you stole Justin from me" vsi so se ozrli proti nama, jaz sem z žalostnim pogledom pogledala Justina, ki me je tudi žalostno gledal.
"What are you doing here? Go home!" se je zadrl Fredo. Meni so se v očeh nabirale solze.
"Let me finish...I wish you a nice life and I have a gift for you" odšla je z odra in prišla do mene. Z debelimi očmi sem jo gledala. Naenkrat pa me je udarila z roko po licu tako močno da sem se z roko prijela za lico in obrnila glavo malo nazaj.
"Remember that feeling and for change ...leave my men alone!" vsi so naju gledali, čeprav je Justin hotel posredovati ko me je udarila. Iz oči so mi tekle solze in ko sem videla kako so me vsi gledali sem zbežala proti sobi. Justin je pogledal še Betsy potem pa začel teči za mano. Selena, Rose in Shane so stale skupaj in vse so hotele priti za mano, ampak jih je Pattie ustavila
"Justin will take care for her, don't worry". Varnostniki so odšli do Betsy in jo odnesli na cesto, da se je zabava lahko nekako nadaljevala.
Zaprla sem vrata svoje sobe in se vsedla na posteljo. Jokala sem s vso močjo, ko sem se pogledala v ogledalo sem bila okrog oči razmazana od maskare. Z roko sem se obrisala okro oči, takrat pa je v mojo sobo počasi stopil Justin.
"You don't need to came here, I'm ok" sem mu rekla, ne da bi ga pogledala. Počasi in previdno je zaprl vrata in prisedel k meni na rob postelje.
"You're not ok" mi je rekel in me prijel za roke. Takrat mi je iz oči spet pritekla solza. Justin jo je s palcem obrisal in prijel mojo glavo.
"Why do you even care so much about me?" prijela sem njegove roke in jih odmaknila.
"I didn't do anythink to you...I didn't came on a date and I'm always mad on you without reason... and that party...you organized everything and it's ..." sem utihnila in on je začel govoriti
"This part isn't done yet. Everybody have a nice time dowstairs. And you....it's your birthday so you need to enjoy it..."
"But..."
"no! Just don't think anymore" pogledala sem v posteljo, on pa je mojo glavo spet dvignil z rokami
"You're the most beautiful girl today here, and I was just upset because I didn't had time to talked with you"
"What are you talking about? We are ok now"
"yes, but I didn't wish happy birthday to you" žalostno je pogledal.
"What? you sang to me and that's all that matters" nič ni rekel jaz pa sem nadaljevala
"But that's not the reason why you're mad, it's something else"
"I just don't feel good because Selena is here and I thinked that maybe you will leave me"
"Don't say that...I won't leave you" par sekund nisva nič rekla
"Can I ask you something?"
"Yes"
"Would you go on the date with me?" pogledala sem ga
"Tonight" je nadaljeval
"tonight? But we can't leave all these people over there and just go"
"I didn't meant out...let's have a date here" malo se je nasmehnil. Bila sem tiho, on pa je prijel mojo glavo in se mi približal ter me poljubil. Vse to poljubljanje se je prelevilo v strastno poljubljanje in skupaj sva se nagnila na posteljo, da sva ležala. Justin je bil malo nad mano in še vedno je s svojimi rokami držal mojo glavo. Z eno roko je šel priti moji nogi in vlekel navzgor, tako da je dvigoval mojo obleko. Prijela sem ga za roko, da se je ustavil. Medtem je strastno poljubljal moj vrat.
"Wait Justin!" sem zavzdihnila. Ustavil se je in me pogledal.
"I think I'm not ready yet"...
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