"It's hard to say, but..."
"But?" sem vprašala
"...but you have all sinds that you're pregnant" rahlo se je nasmehnil in me pogledal. V očeh so se mi nabirale solze, ne bi znala povedat ali od sreče ali od žalosti. Bila sem preveč zmedena. Pogledala sem Seleno, ona pa se mi je smehljala in tudi njej so se videle solze. Sklonila se je k meni in me stisnila v objem. Spustila je tisti nasmeh, ki ga je držala v sebi.
"You will become a mom Jen" nisem mogla verjeti kaj govori, ker sem bila preveč v šoku, da bi razmišljala. V mislih mi je tisti trenutek letela samo misel kako naj to povem Justinu in kako bo odreagiral.
"Thanks doc. we will go now" Sel je stisnila roko zdravniku in mi pomagala vstati. Ko sva se že spravljali skozi vrata, sem se obrnila in vprašala.
"Is there any chance to get lose of this baby?"
"Jenny?!" me je začudeno vprašala Selena.
"Yes but you are in 1 month of pregnancy and you must think about that quick...but have a baby is a mirricle (čudež ne vem kk se napiše)"
"she will have the baby, don't worry" je rekla Sel in me potegnila za roko, da bi šli.
"You won't kill that baby!" mi je Sel zabičala takoj ko sva prišli ven iz bolnice.
"I don't know what to do! I'm just in shock and I don't wanna tell this to Justin"
"He's a dad of your baby...he must to know!"
"I don't want to have anything with Justin so I will wait for a few days now... and please promise me that you won't tell anything to Justin" neprepričano me je pogledala, nato pa šele čez par sekund odgovorila.
"ok...I promise" objela me je, nato pa sva nadaljevali pot proti domu.
Z Justinom se nisva slišala par dni, medtem pa je meni družbo delal Brian. Na trenutke mi je postalo slabo in Brian je začel že počasi sumiti, da je kaj narobe, ampak me nikoli ni vprašal kaj je narobe.
Bil je petek in z Brianom sva uživala ob gledanju filma pri meni doma. Selena in Fredo sta bila v sobi, Pattie je bila v pisarni, Ryan in Lil pa sta se spet pridružila Justinu na vajah. Med filmom sem se zamislila in Brian je to opazil.
"are you ok?" me je zaskrbljeno vprašal.
"I'm good" pogledala sem ga v njegove prečudovite modre oči in se mu nasmehnila. Začel se mi je približevati, da bi me poljubil, ampak ko je bil že čisto blizu mojih ustnic, sem se odmaknila.
"What are you doing?! Leave me!" sem ga nadrla in stekla proti sobi.
"Wait Jenny! I didn't meant to" je še prosil za mano, a sem šla naprej do Selenine sobe. Potrkala sem in takoj mi je odprla vrata.
"What's wrong?" me je zaskrbljeno vprašala, ko je opazila rahle solze v mojih očeh.
"I want to lose that baby" sem rekla odločeno, čeprav sem si ga želela kot še nikoli, a nisem prenesla, da bi Justin kdaj izvedel za to. Fredo je za nama samo gledal z debelimi očmi, saj ni vedel za kaj se gre.
"Wait...you are pregnant?" je presenečeno vprašal. Samo zavzdihnila sem in stekla v sobo ter se zaprla, da ni mogel kdo noter. Jokala sem celo uro in poskušala dobro premisliti o tej veliki odločitvi.
*SELENINO RAZMIŠLJANJE*
Jenny was upset and she ran into her bedroom.
"She is pregnant?" asked Fredo
"Yes!" I went to Jen's room and knocked on the doors, but she didn't open it.
"I have enough of this" I said all angry. I toke my phone and started to call Justin.
"I know I promised to her that I won't tell Justin this, but he must to know". He answered very calm.
"yes?"
"Justin!? Please come quick, because Jenny will do some really stupid thing"
"What are you talking about?" then I was quiet.
"She cheat on me with that boy named Brian and she don't answer on my calls and I thing it's done with us"
"What!?! Her phone is broke and she didn't cheat on you! You cheat on her! And you will leave her so fast or what?"
"No! It's just..."
"What Justin? You don't love her anymore?"
"I still do... more than anything, but she is angry and I don't know what to think about this situation with Brian"
"He is just a friend!"
"Then why are the pictures of them everywhere I look? Why are you saying this to me anyway?"
"Justin... Jenny's pregnant"...
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