71. DEL

...He was quiet. Probably he was very surprised.
"Justin? Are you still there?"
"Yes..."
"Look, I really had to tell you this... she want to kill that baby and she will go to hospital probably on Monday"
"oh god..."
"It will be better if you come back and talk to her"
"Ok thanks"
"bye"

*KONEC SELINEGA RAZMIŠLJANJA*
Na koncu sem se odločila, da bom šla v bolnico kar jutri in za to ne bom povedala nikomur. Odšla sem v dnevno sobo, da bi pogledala ali je Brian še vedno pri nas, da bi se mu opravičila za prej, ampak ga ni bilo več. Ulegla sem se na kavč in zaspala.
Zbudila sem se enkrat ponoči, zato sem vstala ter se šla stuširat in se spravila za v posteljo.
Zjutraj sem hitro vstala ter se spravila za k zdravniku. Na srečo še ni kdo vstal, da bi me opazil.

Naredila sem si čop in se počasi odpravila. Nisem se ličila, saj sem vedela, da se bom jokala vso pot. Ko sem prispela v stavbo, kjer sem vedela da bom čez 3 ure imela spremenjeno življenje, mi je takoj postalo slabo. Šla sem na stranišče, da bi se malo sprostila in se dokončno odločila o tej odločitvi.

*SELENINO RAZMIŠLJANJE*
I woke up, I don't know, probably at 8 o'clock and ger dressed. Fredo was still sleeping, so I went to the kitchen and find something for eat. That moment when I was preparing breakfast, the doorbell rings. I went to opened it and infront of the doors was standing Justin all freak out. 
"Justin?" I said happy, because he listened to me and came back.
"Is she wake up?" he said
"No, I'm first awake"
"I want to see her... do you think she's still mad at me?"

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"I don't know Justin...it's hard to say, but... let's go to her" we went to her room and I was slowely opened the door and found out that she's not in her room.
"Where is she?" asked Justin
"I really don't know. Fredo!!!!" I screamed. Then Justin found out that her pijama is on the floor and her wardrobe opened.
"She went somewhere"
"Oh no... no no no! Probably she's at the hospital" Justin ran to his car and drove to the hospital. I toke my keys too and drove there too.

*KONEC SELINEGA RAZMIŠLJANJA*
S solzami v očeh sem se šla prijavit za splav in že so me poslali v čakalnico, kjer je sedelo veliko najstnic, kot sem jaz. Vse so strmele vame in nič jim ni bilo jasno kaj jaz delam tam. Vedela sem, da bo iz tega prišlo veliko novih novic. Ni bilo 2 minuti, ko me je medicinska sestra poklicala naprej. 
"Hello, how are you today?" me je prijazno vprašal zdravnik, ko je videl kdo je prišel. 
"Hey.. not very good." sem rekla s kislim obrazom. Rahlo se je nasmehnil in se s stolom odmaknil od postelje, da bi naredil prostor.
"You can just lie down here" je ponudil. S težkim srcem sem šla do postelje in se počasi ulegla. 
"We will be very quick, it won't hurt at all... except lose the baby.. so... shall we start?"
"Yeah" sem spravila iz sebe. Pripravil je že iglo in mi dvignil rokav. 
"Stop!"...