"Wait, Ryan!" sem zakričala za njim. Šla sem iz bazena in tudi Justin je šel iz vode. Vzela sem brisačo in stekla do Ryana.
"Ryan?" sem previdno rekla.
"It's not like you think, I can explain"
"It was look like you two are together"
"But we're not! Please let me explain you" sem ga prosila, nato pa se je obrnil naravnost proti meni in
"Ok, then tell me the truth"
"We're just friends and... I moved in this house"
"What?" se je zadrl.
"Yes, because my mom told me that they don't need me in house"
"But why you didn't called me?"
"Because I didn't want to bother you"
"Look, you don't bother me at any time, I'm always available" naredila sem kisel nasmešek
"So are we good now?"
"Yes" pogledala sem proti vratom, da bi videla ali je Justin še tam in Ryan je verjetno to videl. Spet sem se obrnila proti njemu
"I love you"
"But not the way you love him" naenkrat sem bila brez besed in nisem vedela kako mu naj začnem govoriti.
"No Ryan"
"Yes I can see that. The way you looked at him and you always smiling when you're with him" v očeh so se mi nabirale solze in vse to kar je povedal je bilo res. Ravno ko sem hotela začeti govoriti me je prekinil.
"I want you to be happy, so if I love you, I will leave you" začela sem se jokat
"Please Ryan, don't be mad"
"I'm not mad, that will be friend breakup. Just go to him now and tell him that you love him, because I don't want look at you and see you crying"
"I'm sorry Ryan" stisnil mi je poljubček na čelo in odšel. Začela sem še bolj jokat. Šla sem proti Justinu, ki je sedel na ležalniku pri bazenu. Bila sem objokana in Justin je takoj prišel k meni in me objel. Jokala sem v njegovem objemu in obenem sem se počutila srečnejše.
"We..." sem hotela povedati, a me je prekinil
"Don't talk now, you'll tell me later"
V tem objemu sva bila kakšnih 5 minut, da sem se zjokala, nato pa mi je pomagal do ležalnika, da sva sedla. Glavo sem imela na njegovih ramenih, on pa me je z rokami prijel okrog mojih ramen. Nič nisva govorila, nato pa sem zaspala.
JUSTINOVO RAZMIŠLJANJE:
I was holding her and then I looked at her and she was sleeping. I took her to her room and put on bed.
KONEC JUSTINOVEGA RAZMIŠLJANJA:
Zbudila sem se v svoji sobi. Vstala sem in se preoblekla, saj sem bila v kopalkah. Lase sem si spela v figo, nato pa sem odšla v kuhinjo, si naliti kozarec vode. Ko sem pila, je v kuhinjo stopil Justin...
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