Sprehodila sva se po obali, da sva bila sama ker je bilo že pozno in ni bilo koga tam. Najprej sva hodila v tišini, nato pa sva se začela pogovarjati.
"So what about your friends now in New York? Did you already visit them?" je vprašal, da je prekinil to neprijeno tišino.
"No, Helena didn't let me, but for my 18 birthday I want a surprise and visit them"
"O yes, you have a birthday in 2 weeks right?"
"How do you know the date of my b-day?"
"I already told you that I know you better than you know yourself"
"Really? Then tell me in who I'm in love with?" sem ga izzvala
"Me" po tem nisem nič rekla.
"Jenny?" je vprašal, nato pa sva se ustavila in se obrnila eden proti drugemu.
"Do you love me?" je vprašal in nisem vedela kaj naj mu odgovorim. Ali mu naj povem ali naj bom tiho. Bilo me je strah priznati resnico.
"Tell me" je vztrajal.
"Justin... I..I don't know what to tell"
"Just tell if you love me. Why is so hard for you" prestrašeno sem ga gledala in nisem več rekla.
"I don't know why are you scared to tell the truth which I wanna to hear.."
"I love you ok!?" sem ga prekinila, ko je hotel še nekaj reči, ampak je tako zelo vztrajal da sem samo izpljunila odgovor, ki ga je želel slišati. Obstal je brez besed, jaz pa sem šla naprej. Še vedno je stal na istem mestu, nato pa pritekel za mano.
"Wait!" me je ustavil, ko sem hodila.
"You love me and you didn't tell me this earlier?"
"It's not such a big deal"
"Yes it is Jen. I was waiting for this answer from the first moment when I saw you again in the park." utihnila sva, nato pa je nadaljeval.
"Now tell me... did you ever loved Ryan?" spet je postavil takšno vprašanje na katerga sem težko odgovorila.
"yes, but all the time I was thinking about you" sem mu priznala. Nasmehnil se je in prijel mojo brado ter se začel približevati. Bila sva zmeraj bližje, ko sem naenkrat začutila njegove ustnice na mojih. Bil je neverjeten občutek.
"No, you didn't loved Ryan, you just wanna make me jealous" prekinil je poljub, ko je hotel reči.
"No, you're wrong"
"I'm not, I'm always right, so you can't lie to me"
"Ok, but this time you're wrong"
"Oh... you ...you" je rekel nagajivo in me začel žgečkati. Izmuznila sem se mu iz rok in začela sva se loviti. S čevlji v rokah sem tekla po obali, ko me je naenkrat s svojo hitrostjo dobil in padla sva na tla. Pogledal me je v oči in mi stisnil poljub, ki je verjetno bil najlepši.
"No, I can't" sem prekinila poljub. Začudeno me je pogledal in se odmaknil.
"I just broke up with Ryan and now I'm making our with you, it's wrong" vstal je in pomagal še meni. Brez besed me je pogledal in naenkrat je začel padati dež. Stekla sva proti avtu in se čimprej odpeljala. Med vožnjo nisem nič rekla, gledala sem skozi okno on pa me je parkrat pogledal. Naenkrat pa je obstal sredi ceste in izstopil. Začudeno sem ga gledala, kako je prišel do mojih vrat in jih odprl ter me potegnil ven.
"What are you doing? You stoped on the road and it's raining, we will be wet... are you crazy?" sem ga nadirala
"I don't care"
"What?! You lost your mind" sem bila jezna. Na srečo na cesti ni bilo kakšnih avtov.
"I can't take it anymore" gledala sem ga presenečeno.
"I must ask you...I love you from the first moment when I saw you again in the park...yes I was jealous on you two with Ryan and you don't know that I was dying inside me when I looked you two kissing...so... will you be mine now?"...
"No, you didn't loved Ryan, you just wanna make me jealous" prekinil je poljub, ko je hotel reči.
"No, you're wrong"
"I'm not, I'm always right, so you can't lie to me"
"Ok, but this time you're wrong"
"Oh... you ...you" je rekel nagajivo in me začel žgečkati. Izmuznila sem se mu iz rok in začela sva se loviti. S čevlji v rokah sem tekla po obali, ko me je naenkrat s svojo hitrostjo dobil in padla sva na tla. Pogledal me je v oči in mi stisnil poljub, ki je verjetno bil najlepši.
"No, I can't" sem prekinila poljub. Začudeno me je pogledal in se odmaknil.
"I just broke up with Ryan and now I'm making our with you, it's wrong" vstal je in pomagal še meni. Brez besed me je pogledal in naenkrat je začel padati dež. Stekla sva proti avtu in se čimprej odpeljala. Med vožnjo nisem nič rekla, gledala sem skozi okno on pa me je parkrat pogledal. Naenkrat pa je obstal sredi ceste in izstopil. Začudeno sem ga gledala, kako je prišel do mojih vrat in jih odprl ter me potegnil ven.
"What are you doing? You stoped on the road and it's raining, we will be wet... are you crazy?" sem ga nadirala
"I don't care"
"What?! You lost your mind" sem bila jezna. Na srečo na cesti ni bilo kakšnih avtov.
"I can't take it anymore" gledala sem ga presenečeno.
"I must ask you...I love you from the first moment when I saw you again in the park...yes I was jealous on you two with Ryan and you don't know that I was dying inside me when I looked you two kissing...so... will you be mine now?"...
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